It’s been a long time since I’ve written here when I’m feeling down or affected by certain events. I used to get easily upset and really sensitive (maybe am still like that!) and would write furiously in my blog or my I’m-only-using-you-because-I’m-upset diary. Stop doing that on my blog for 2 obvious reasons; 1) I really don’t get upset that often these days and 2) I don’t want people whom
I’m having issues with end up reading the post.
But I realize I shouldn’t give a damn anymore. Why am I always so bothered by what people think of me? I generally don’t antagonize people but I think that’s just having no balls (which is true literally).
Alright let’s move on to the real reason of this post.
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Things happen for a reason and now I’ve seen the true colours. I’m so naive to think that all my friends are rainbowy nice and selfless. Okay granted, I don’t expect that of ALL my friends, but certainly people whom I’ve known for a long time? Not.
It’s really not a cliche to say that true friends these days are really hard to come by, even people whom you thought are. When they disappoint, you get back up and move on. Let it go, but never forget. No I wouldn’t call that bearing grudges, it’s just not forgetting who are the people who are not worth your concern, time and effort to maintain friendships with.
Sadly, I think I’ve found those people.
CHILL! :P People change and evolve over time. Some are worth giving a second chance, and some are worth telling them off. And beyond salvation, its time to move on. Sometimes, its good to blog it out, and blogging is not for them nor for others! BUT FOR YOURSELF! Time to unbottle it. kby.